Monday, October 5, 2009

Training Day

I relearned how to fight. I remember the feel of a sword in my hand. My arm remembers its strength and my mind and heart recall their will to not give up.

Laurana wonders where the renewed strength is from because it is more intense than ever before. The truth is... it is from her. She destroyed me so she could leave... the bandages are off now and I am whole again.

And now I am in training.

She wants me to not be "chickenshit" and fight for our friendship... while I want to now is not the time. She is not ready for the new and improved me. So until she is... it must be "goodbye my past". The door is always open for you... but I can not pass through yet.

Not until my training is complete.

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