Friday, January 30, 2009

Isn't it amazing?

Isn't it amazing how one can claim to be your friend yet stab you in the back?
Alicia's boss and "friend" Anna lied to Alli, telling her that Alli would get her unused personal time in a paycheck as one does when they quit. Yeah, that's right, the $200 she was due she was screwed out of. They put it as she was terminated... BEFORE she quit. We're talking a day or so beforehand.

Isn't it amazing how life seems to enjoy kicking you when you are down?
So we're up to our armpits in crap... why is this happening? What does God want us to learn? We're trying to rely on him... but we're in trouble. We have NO money... NO income... NO real hope for better. I spent a few hours getting job applications but at this point even if I get two part-time jobs it'll be like a band-aid on a broken leg.

We're screwed.

Isn't it amazing how something can become a part of you and when it is removed... you feel naked without it?
I had to shave off my goatee for apping... something small yeah but I have had the face-fuzz for several years now. My face honestly feels WRONG. I know it sounds weird but I can't explain it. It doesn't feel right. Something small yes.... but now I look like a fugging 12 year old. I don't look like "me".

2 comments:

Laura said...

Aww, my poor baby.

I know that sometimes, life gets really hard and it's more than just difficult to see it and to feel it. I know that it's hard to see what God could possibly do in this time, what he has for you. But hang in there, love. God sometimes comes through at what we see as the last possible minute, but he always comes through.

Laura said...

Wow, my love. You haven't posted in a VERY long time. lol.