Sometimes, I wonder if Laurana can do better than me. She says no but sometimes I do wonder. Habits I have, things I think/say/do, etc all scream to me reasons she needs better in a boyfriend. Many things I am so ashamed of I cannot speak of them, I try to not allow myself time to think on them. But so often it fails. I wish I could bleach my brain to get rid of the vile and unneeded junk, to be pure for her. Alas I can't.
Why do memories need to be so damn complex?
Lrbearclaw Twiceborn
The proud ranger, wielding Earthcaller and Swiftwind
About Me
- Lrbearclaw
- I'm a geek, a nerd. Someone you would believe is more comfortible online than face to face. This is partly true, but I'm growing.
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I certianly hope you know you can tell me anything, love. You're my soul mate, so no, I couldn't do any better than you.
I love you, Z.
--Laurana
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